september ceria

when you have less than 48 hours left in a city where (almost) everyone feel welcomed. it's kinda sad, really. had the last farewell dinner with everyone. came home for another dinner for another party (it's a birthday party actually). it feels weird, knowing you may not be able to come back (soon -- well, I hope I can come back for whatever purpose later in the future, but it may not be for the same purpose). this past couple years has been terrific. now that I think about it, seven years ago, I never thought I could go this far (literally and figuratively). there are some things I regret for not doing, but I believe if I work harder in the future, I will be able to do more things that I wasn't able to do this past couple years. I must thank a lot of people for helping me to go this far. I find it funny that it all started with SMS. perhaps, in the future, I must send more SMS to more people. LOL. ah well, it's Christmas eve, everyone... merry Christmas!

when you finally are going to go home (maybe for good), but the tube service may be disrupted because of a strike (that's the cheapest way to go to heathrow) and the express train to airport won't be working either (the most convenient transport to airport). am I supposed to pay for a taxi? or to sit on the bus for more than 2 hours - while changing every 20 minutes or so? damn it.

when you find out the very uncertain nature of your future AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

when you find it hard to go back home - to reality very old song from Kla Project, about a hometown as far as 18 hours or so by plane from where I am now PS: again, why is it so hard to begin to write an academic paper?

when you find it hard to focus to do what you have to do, and instead find another interesting topic to do for your future plan -______-

when you met the person you liked *giggling like crazy*, but you know at the same time, he won't be yours an old song, I know. but, it always lifts me up in moments like this. definitely an all time favourite song!

when you gain another kilo without knowing what you've been eating

when real unexpected things happen during your research - and you're just left mouth-opened for the whole 3 minute, straight for this, let me just hear these two beautiful songs; performed by Park Hyo Shin to recover myself ( Bogoshipda -  not his song, but the other guy's song, the other guy is Kim Bum Soo and his own song:  Things I cannot do for you )

it's almost the end of third term, you just finished an exam which was a disaster - and you realized you should've opted for a full-unit language course instead of the course you just had exam on. at least, you could have become more knowledgeable with a new language instead of being depressed on your way home. aaahhh... 

when every man you find is behaving like a gentle man

when you read your essay and realise so many things you should have (not) said and regretted why you hadn't started earlier and why you hadn't hung on to your time plan AFTER you submitted it, and the due date just passed. meh! this is probably not awkward moment, but stupid moment! ah I wanna cry a river, *drama queen mode on*

1,893 words to go for essay ... but youtube, 9gag, K-pop funny macros - they're all so damn tempting ...