september ceria

I know, I haven't written much since I'm in Jogja. Nine months already. I'm writing this post to give another song recommendation, Korean again (what's wrong with that?). Click the caption for translation. This is a song for everyone who needs a mood booster, like I do. Enjoy!

when you find it hard to go back home - to reality very old song from Kla Project, about a hometown as far as 18 hours or so by plane from where I am now PS: again, why is it so hard to begin to write an academic paper?

"How much longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly" *sob*

people who have long known me must understand that I was a big fan of Boyzone - my first crush at that time was Ronan Keating which then was followed by the rest of the members; except for Mikey. Hmm I don't know why but I was never really that into him. Well, I still am a fan of Boyzone - though not to the extent I went to when I was much younger. I did shed my tear when I heard Stephen died 3 years ago, heck, who didn't? I watched their documentary that year following Stephen's death and bawled my eyes out. They were gonna launch a new album - a reunion you might say. He was the happiest and most enthusiastic about it - says the rest of the members. But, in the process of album production, he passed away. His last recorded songs include this - the music video itself is tearjerker. But, I did not follow Ronan's venture in his solo career. I did, when he launched his first solo album. I bought a cassette, but I also bought Stephen's solo album. However, I am ...

Do you have a song or two reminding you of your youth? well, for me, this is one of them. and just because of the mellow tone fits this cloudy day. and perhaps because I miss you?

LOL - I have a really great time this week - and I have a great time too listening to this song! such a cute message!

"Actually it's like this, what use is it to hold onto to something that is scattering? Only the heart will hurt more But I wonder, what is the purpose of living like this?" (Nell - The Day Before ) a sad song for a sad heart - don't listen or watch it if you have a faint heart! hahaha...

the most dreadful thing happen to me -- there's always the first time you experience thing, and it's the first time in my life experiencing this. don't quite know what to do. my plan is slowly coming nearer to the edge. the future seems darker than usual. hopeful faces turn to shocked ones. only myself to blame this time, yet it's hard to change habits I've grown accustomed to. it's indeed a hurricane...

when I finally get home, and know for sure if I finally make it or not through this MA degree, I hope for a little vacation with my mother  :D :D :D

when you met the person you liked *giggling like crazy*, but you know at the same time, he won't be yours an old song, I know. but, it always lifts me up in moments like this. definitely an all time favourite song!

when real unexpected things happen during your research - and you're just left mouth-opened for the whole 3 minute, straight for this, let me just hear these two beautiful songs; performed by Park Hyo Shin to recover myself ( Bogoshipda -  not his song, but the other guy's song, the other guy is Kim Bum Soo and his own song:  Things I cannot do for you )

when girl meets boy, and nothing happens for every good (and bad) reason *sigh* and for that, I just want to sing this : Park Hyo Shin (again!) duet with Lyn,  singing a song that gets covered A LOT by Korean singers: Falling Slowly

argh! i've been feeling so stupid lately, i can't think straight!  by the way, i found a nice cover of Falling Slowly (Glen Hasard) by a Korean male vocalist, Park Hyo Shin. his voice soothes me (or actually makes me feel stupider?) .. haha

"one thing I still know is that you'r keeping me down" excuse my mellow tone this time. :D

initially, I didn't mean to make a mellow post. but I guess, my mind and heart keep playing tricks on me... Haha... here's another mellow thing - listen to lyrics, and you'll know what I mean. a great song from snow patrol - "This isn't everything you are"

hence, when negotiation fails, relationships will fall apart. and when one party refuses to negotiate anymore, relationships will start to break apart. "i never thought your love will change so fast, i thought we built our love so strong to last, driving me crazy, am I losing you?" (Boyzone - where did you go?)

I say I love you You say that's kind You don't wanna get too close You loved me crazy I lost my mind  Listen... You're everything I never wanted And all the things I didn't need This ain't who I wanna be  You don't have to stay forever I'll take passion over pride Full moon, high tide Let's make it a long goodbye Tomorrow we'll pick up the pieces Try to mend our broken lives Soft kiss, sweet lies Let's make it a long goodbye Yeah... I cried in silence I lived through you I've given everything away And maybe I can learn to fall For someone who can give me all The things I"m not afraid to lose Whenever you see lonely faces that's where I'll be don't cry for me, no no no no don't cry for me, don't cry for me yeah yeahhhh Hey, don't cry for me, no no no I'm gonna be okay